A brief phone call can change so much. Things that I was worried about yet dismissed have come to light.
And now there is a lot of questions, concerns.
The structure of it all will have to change. In the end, if it is worth it, it will be worth the effort - regardless of the outcome.
And this post is meant to be cryptic to more than just the few who need to know. I don't do this much, but this time it is appropriate.
Mar 6, 2011
Shiny and New
Months ago a boy came along that got Fox all in a tizzy, but after a series of events he kind of disappeared for awhile. Mostly because his wife wasn't prepared to deal with his homo-ness. (That whole ordeal will have to wait for another post.)
Well now Mont is back in the picture. How do I feel about it? Pretty fucking good actually.
The difference with this one is that I have made a very big deal out of being involved. If my boyfriend wants a boyfriend than we need to become friends and be able to talk or hang out without things getting awkward.
Except that after exchanging numbers and talking a bunch (helping him deal with his impending divorce and coming out) I seem to have developed a crush on him.
A big crush.
Fox thinks it's hot but I'm not 100% on how Mont feels. At the very least he will be a good friend.
Update - I wrote this post a few days ago and never got around to publishing it. Since then a few things have changed slightly and one the the changes is that now I know that my crush on Mont is entirely mutual.
Yay!
He spent the night with Fox and I and we moved at the pace he set for us. It was strangely comfortable for a new experience with someone.
I certainly can't wait to see him again, regardless of where things end up.
Well now Mont is back in the picture. How do I feel about it? Pretty fucking good actually.
The difference with this one is that I have made a very big deal out of being involved. If my boyfriend wants a boyfriend than we need to become friends and be able to talk or hang out without things getting awkward.
Except that after exchanging numbers and talking a bunch (helping him deal with his impending divorce and coming out) I seem to have developed a crush on him.
A big crush.
Fox thinks it's hot but I'm not 100% on how Mont feels. At the very least he will be a good friend.
Update - I wrote this post a few days ago and never got around to publishing it. Since then a few things have changed slightly and one the the changes is that now I know that my crush on Mont is entirely mutual.
Yay!
He spent the night with Fox and I and we moved at the pace he set for us. It was strangely comfortable for a new experience with someone.
I certainly can't wait to see him again, regardless of where things end up.
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